29 Mei 2015

Such A Loser

Pernah ga sih berasa ngga berdaya?
tidak berguna?
atau merasa takut?
terlalu banyak kekecewaan?
kesedihan yang pernah berhenti?
penderitaan yang dalam?
atau segala macam bentuk ketidak mampuan menghadapi keadaan.

ketika lu berada dalam keadaan2 seperti itu, diam tak berubah, bergerak tak berubah. hingga akhirnya menyerah. berpikir there's no point of trying, toch tidak akan ada artinya. lalu yang ada dikepala hanya kita merasa jadi pecundang.

been there...
sometimes always been there...
lalu muncul pertanyaan2 skeptis...apa gunanya kita diberi hidup kalau tidak ada gunanya buat yang lain, bahkan buat diri sendiri. hanya bisa bersedih, dan menyesali nasib.

nih lagu kaya mengingatkan kita saat2 seperti itu. bersikap tegar dan kuat, tapi hancur dan putus asa di dalam. pertama denger cuma merhatiin catchy nadanya. hingga akhirnya pas di akhir video klip malah bikin sedih. lalu berkaca pada diri sendiri.

this is me...saat jatuh...saat sedih dan saat putus asa mendera


28 Mei 2015

Loser (English Version)



Original English Lyrics By Chad Future and Preston Knight

CHORUS
Loser, lonely me, faking tough, and cowardly
selfish wannabe, In the mirror you're
Just a Loser, oddity, punk delinquent tragedy
trash out in the street. In the mirror I-- I'm a

V1 (Chad Future)
Ya wouldn’t tell me when I asked you baby what's up
Blinded by your kindness falling like a sucka
And I think you owed it, to tell me somethin
The guy who gave you everything I guess you should've known it
Not on and on, cause ya pack your bags and hit the door
Should of known about your problems when I said Hello
"He’s just a Friend Don’t Worry Im Coming Home"
Felt Dead, regretting love I wasted, now I’m all alone

HOOK (Preston Knight)
At some point I gave up yeah
And I started to make my life this lonely mess
its hard to breathe out in the cold
So I hold out my hand feeling for love, but love wont hold it back
Im a--

Chorus
Loser, lonely me, faking tough, a cowardly
selfish Wannabe, In the mirror you're
Just a Loser, oddity, punk delinquent tragedy
trash out in the street. In the mirror I'm im a

V2 (Chad Future)
Kinda tough when people judge your life because they dont get you
They take your name and drag it through the mud try to stick you
hate me cuz they know inside
I was them not living my
dream and since the day I tried they're dying to get to
The person in my mind that I'm dying to be
Through the music in my mind that I'm dying to sing
But I guess I should quit, just say it, "I'm going home"
and become the type of person that nobody wanna know…

Bridge (Preston Knight)
And the sin that found me just aint letting go
to this sad child In the mirror I see
I want to say goodbye
And I hope its not too late for me show
That you'll always be what I needed, but truth is you should go